Avril Lavign was the big winner at last Friday's MTV Asia Awards!.......... She bagged away a total of 3 awards- FavouriteFemale Artiste, Favourite Breakthrough Artiste and Best Style Awards (Style?)............. Quite amazing for an 18 year old kid!.......... Well, she was really petite and short in real person..... and she was wearing this high-cut boots with berms plus a short-sleeve red cheongsam top! The top is a total mis-match man! (And mind you she won the Best STYLE Awards?!) ......... But the crowd obviously loved her!.......... When she was performing "Sk8ter Boi", the crowd went jumping and putting their hands up in the air!...........And she kept saying "You guys Rock!" in her Thank-You Speech! ......... And Robbie Williams was wearing a suit at the awards........... Was kindda disappointed becos I was looking forward to seeing his hunky bod!........... He looked much cuter in real person............. And he really knew how to shake his ass when he was performing his song "Feel" ......... The crowd went wild when he just suddenly came down from the stage and have direct close contact with the people........... But he has an air of a pop-star........... Oh well, cant blame him..........Becos he is really a POP-STAR!.......... MatchBox Twenty's performance was so cool............. with all their guitar, drum, bass, vocals and lightings..........Totally rock man!...........Too bad, they didnt win any awards that night............. And I finally got to see my favourite rock band, LINKIN PARK!....... Although only 2 members came down, Joe and Chester, and they didnt get to perform, but it's such a rare sight to see them in SIngapore!!.......... I will always remember it man!....... grin.......... Anyway, they won the Favourite Rock Act" Award & "Favourite Video"!!............. YAY!!!.............

The whole event was much better than last year.......... That's what my colleague told me.......... He said last year there's alot of rehearse becos the awards is actually a pre-recorded thingy and was supposed to air at a later time slot........... But this year, everything went very smoothly......... No stopage for rehearse when performing...........Everything is just one take and done............. Although I missed the first half hour of the event and I spent the next half hour trying to get good seats (becos the seat that was allocated to me was not really that good in viewing the artistes), I still enjoyed the whole event!.......... Rock On!

Just got the tickets to the MTV Asia Awards 2003............. Will get to see Robbie Williams (check out his bods and tattoo man!)......... Avril Lavigne (Cool Punk Sk8ter Chick!) ........... Suede ........... Linkin Park (Rock on!)............. Attomic Kitten.......... Blue ........ etc....... etc....... All the big artistes in one starry night........... How exciting!............ Hope I will be able to make it in time to catch the stars walking through the red carpet.........
Damn pissed with frens............ Been "pestering" by them to get tickets for them way before the awards.......... And when I got an extra ticket (becos one of my colleagues couldnt make it last min)............. One said "I think cannot lah..... I got to accompany my bf tomorrow becos today I never meet him and if I dont meet him tomorrow he will make noise!" (Fucking hell! Before that, you have asked me about getting the ticket for you and then here I am trying to be nice and chose you as my first priority to give you the tix but then you told me you have to accompany your stupid bf! ).......... After the first fren couldnt go, I asked my second choice and this is the answer he gave me "Dont think so..... Tomorrow have to work." (Na Bei CCB! Then dont asked me for the tickets if you knew you are going to work on that day! What Crap!).......... That's it man!....... Next time NO more being a nice fren to them!....... These kind of frens can fucking throw away!

Wooo Hooo.......... The fifth book for J.K.Rowling, Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix, will FINALY be releasing mid this year......... Cant wait for it!!........ But then again, it seems like such a long time before mid year arrives!........... sigh.......... US has already started to take orders online now............. Arrrgh........ Damn! Damn! Damn!

Fren is out of town for 10 days.......... Dont know whether to feel happy or sad........... Think I felt abit more happier........... Getting kindda sick of it.......... But 10 days is not that long............. It will pass in a flash......... It will going to be CNY by the time he's back.............. I better enjoy myself while he's not around now.........

Hmm........... I think I have developed a sudden interest in another person.............It will be impossible with fren around............ Have been thinking of this person alittle......... Shit!........... I'm getting fickle-minded............ Been hoping to see more of him this week........... But then I know it will be hard............. sigh.............. But this week is my only chance............. How? How? How?

Bought a new phone yesterday....... after trading in my Nokia 8210 and using my $200 Voucher........ and got FREE Delifrance Voucher and ticket to catch the Jackie Chan's new film - Shanghai Knight.......... Still paid quite a sum for it.......... But come to think of it, I already paid so much lesser than the normal retail price.......... and it comes with so many cool and powerful features - Color Screen, LED Color Indicator, WAP, World Time, Wall Paper, Futuristic Design etc........ It's worth the money I think........... Anyway, check out my new phone - SGH_T100!
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What will you do when someone flirts with you?........ To act ignorance or flirts back?.......... Didnt know what to do.......... Was afraid to give the wrong signal if I will to flirt back........ But on the other hand, to ignore him will create the image that you are proud ....... sigh ........ Dilemma! Dilemma! Dilemma!

Fuck man!....... The past 2 days have been waking up late for work....... Fuck........ Fuck......... Fuck.......... Cant afford to be late anymore...... It will definately create displeasure from boss......... Luckily today got some help in covering up for my lateness......... But cant do it too often or I would get into trouble......... Have to make an afford to be early from morrow onwards!

My fren is going to release his group's album next week............. It's finally out after such a long time.........I cant wait ........... grin......... I'm beginning to grow to like his kind of music ..........BUT eventually, I'm still more a Punk, Emo, Indie, Alternative rock music person.......... Anyway have to help them to promote their album to the media and also oversees the TV ad for the album while my fren is away............. But I dont think the muggards know the real indentity of them yet.......... Inquiries and curiosity have been going around about them and only those close ones who knew them, really know who the 3 of them are............And I'm proud to be one of the few who knew their secret identity........ grin

Anyway fren and his fren were busy mastering, recording and editing their songs for their album .......... Followed him to his fren's studio on Friday to listen and edit a few songs........... The studio was fucking big and cool.......... It looks like a very big house but too bad, the place cant be used for residential purpose........ Saw pics of a few local and overseas artistes who had been there to record their albums......... I finally realised how production of the music was done........... Alot of hardwork involved and I can see their passion and enthusiasium in doing it........ Felt really happy for them............. Fingered around the equipments in the studio....... They were showing me all those little tricks the professional equipments can do......... Amazing!........... Played around the piano, drum, guitar and bass...........Did abit of jam session over there.......... Real Cool!........... However, there's something errie about the place.......... Cant explain...........It's just the feeling........... Didnt know the place was really "dirty" till we have left the place and his fren was telling me that there's really something going on at the studio!............ He had experienced it himself a few times becos he was always alone in the studio and working till wee hours in the morning (Poor Thing!) ............... Felt my hairs all stand up after hearing all those stories..........He was not afraid becos he was already used to it......... He said as long you dont disturb or do anything that accur their wrath, they wont disturb you...........But then again, the third dimension thinggy is still hard to explain........ EEeeeeeerieeeee....

Cooling, Cooling Night.......... Tonight is so chilling and nice!.......... It's so rare for Singapore to be in this kind of weather............. Maybe becos it rained the whole day.......... How I wish this weather will always come every night!.......... Just chilled out the whole day......... How I wish!.............. Wish upon the star on this starless night..............What a wishful thinking! Hah!

Tiring! Tiring! Tiring! My weekend was burnt last week...... Going to burn again this coming week............Didnt get much rest and sleep...... No time to study..........Was busy with work....... Hate it when artiste is in town...... People think that my job is cool and fun as I get to meet artiste and be close to them...... But they didnt think of all the work that we have to do and prepare....... It's not easy as it seems...... You will only get to experience all the stuffs when you are in the job itself..... Now I truly understands....... I dont know whether to hate my job or enjoy it....... But I'm beginning to hate it........ It's unglam, stressful and tiring....... People will ask you questions if things go wrong and fingers will start pointing at you........ sigh........All you can do is only swallow the anger, be cool and level headed and put on a fake smile on the front........Arrrghhh.......Fucking &*%$#%&............. Hate!....... Hate!............ Hate!............. Hate!...............

Went to Night Safari after the whole event ended on Saturday's night.......... Was requested by the artistes to bring them............ Was reluntant to go but there wasnt much choice for me for not going......... But anyway I didnt have to pay and I havent been to it yet.......... So might as well go and check out........... Took the tram............ It was quite an experience............ It's been a long time since I been to the zoo............But I have never seen the animals at work at night.............Really very surreal and natural......... Felt like I was in some jungle........... But couldnt really see much becos surrounding was quite pitched dark.............. Managed to see some Hippos, Giraffes, Malaysia Tigers, Deers, Wild Boors, Cows, Thai Elephants lazing around......... Not too bad I guess....... And the surrounding air was so cooling.......Felt very peaceful........... Well at least this trip compensate for all the hard's day work!

2002 is over.......... 2003 has just arrived.......... Doesnt feel like it's another brand new year...... Cant believe it........ Time flies so fast....... A new lease of life for me to kick start the new year........ Hopefully 2003 will be a better year for me.......... Many things has happened in 2002 ......... But I am glad everything is over now........ No turning and looking back ........ All that is left was just a memory for me............ Right now, just look ahead and get ready for the things that will be coming up in 2003.

Yesterday's party was abit chaotic but great...... Didnt really get to do the countdown becos I was stuck in the queue at midnite........ Eventually my fren and I (we got lost wit my other frens who have managed to get in already) managed to jump the queue (Thanks to the gap between each barricate which allowed us to squeeze thru)............ The atmosphere inside was super cool........ Felt like I was in some rave party (Too bad without the drugs )........ MOS vs Essentials.......... Definately MOS was better.............Guess it's becos of its branding and all the world-class Djs are there......... The Djs were spinning on the stage...... 2 big screens were screening their spinning just in case we couldnt catch a glimpse of them........ Platforms full of people dancing and spinning around......... Caught Dave Seaman's set........ He shaved his head bald........ Reminds me of WWE Stone Cold Steve Austin!........... grin.......... Fireworks exploded while performing........... Fucking awesome!......... Left at about 5...... Legs were aching....... Too tired to stay till 6 am........ Went to a Kopitiam near my place to chill out for awhile before finally managed to got back to my cozy bed for my beauty sleep.