Check out this alternative rock band from UK, Feeder............ You can also listen to the songs in the new album called "Comfort in Sound" on the site.......... I especially like the song, Just The Way I'm Feeling.......... Been listening to its mp3 on my computer...."yeah.. yeah.... it's just the way I'm feeling........."

Been suffering from insomnia lately........ Cant get to sleep till like 7am in the morning..........and I have to wake up an hour later for work.............Was only getting like 1 or 2 hours of sleep per night......... I was just basically tossing and turning in bed and thinking of my past, present and future.........So many things running thru my head........ Not sure whether is it becos of all the stress and pressure that I have been getting at work........... This is really bad.........

Class sucks yesterday............. Lecturer was boring and slow...... First half was almost dozing off......Second half was just dreaming away...... Classmates were complaining about the dryness of the lesson......... Think I will skip class this Thurs........ No motivation to go............ I rather do my own self studying........Anyway, still got 5 more modules to go....... Seems so near but yet so far........... Hope I can pull thru this period.......

Supper pissed.......... Supper unhappy.......... All are motherfuckers............. Hate them!......... HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............................. I know it's rude to show my temper............. But then again, I just doesnt care anymore............... GO TO HELL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got a phone call from a young gal (her voice sounded quite young) today...... Dam funny...

Gal: Hello, may I know how can I send my song to your company?
Me: Huh? what kind of song is it?
Gal: What do you mean?
Me: I mean is it an English or Chinese song?
Gal: Oh.... It is a Chinese song.
Me: I see.... Why do you want to send the song to us?
Gal: Becos I want to be a singer.
Me: (Chuckles quietly) I'm sorry but we dont just signed a person to be a singer just like that....
Gal: Then how can I be a singer?
Me: (Nearly wanted to laugh out but controlled my laughter) Well, I'm in no position to tell you how to be a singer but then you cant just send your demo tape to us and want to be a singer...
Gal: But I want to be a singer!
Me: (Abit pissed but at the same time find it funny by her naive) Then you will have to join a singing competition and impress the judges before any record label will be willing to sign you up.....
Gal: Oh..... Ok..... Thanks..
Me: You're Welcome...
Gal: Bye!
Me: Bye!

After I put down the phone, I laugh to myself....... How can anyone be so naive! hmmm..........I wanna be a rock star....... Can I send my demo tape to anyone??? hahahaa.....

14 Feb.... What does it stand for?........... Valentine's Day?.............. Why do people celebrate V.Day?.............. Becos of St. Valentine?.............. Or becos of Adam & Eve?.......... Why do flowers have to be given on V.Day?........... Stupid isnt it?...............Streets will be full of couples........... Gals will be carrying flowers...........Restaurants will be jammed packed with lovebirds.............. How Dumb!............. I rather fix a date for my own V.Day and celebrate..........

Just had a few drinks with few frens........... Think I'm getting more attracted to him........... Not to his looks.............But there's something about him that made me grown to him.......... Cant explain it myself............. It's just the feeling.................. His image kept lingering on my mind.............. I dont think it's possible between us especially the situation I'm in now ................ How? How? How?..............sigh....................Guess I should tell myself to just forget him..............That's the best way............ It is so wrong of me..........Forget! Forget Forget!

Dont feel a thing.......... Dont have the mood..........Dont have the atmosphere.......... Lunar New Year?........... Felt like any other normal day to me............. Same old thing every year.............. But just that this year is my first CNY in my new house........... Doesnt matter anyway....

Something hit me so hard recently that it triggered my tears to flow uncontrollably............. It's been awhile since I last cried.......... The last time my tears flowed, I was hurt very badly by someone who meant alot to me ........... But this time, it was different.......... I cried becos I'm totally shocked and disillusioned by the evil and cruel means of people...........I'm totally losing Faith, Hope and Trust in everything......... I'm in a terrible, demoralised and miserable state.............. Plastic people everywhere............. Dont know who are the trustworthy, true and nice people anymore............... Maybe it's my fault for getting myself in this state.............. A lesson for me to learn........... I'm at a loss in salvaging this situation and help myself.............. Impression has been formed ............Stigma is there...........Watching eyes everywhere.............. I wanna give up...........I just hate myself........... Take me away...........