My dad bought a new themometer and tested my temperature (to take precaution against the SARS)............. and guess what?!?!?.............my temperature was 37.1 degrees (normal temperature should be around 36 to 36.5 degrees)......... and my dad got worried about it and took another 3 more times.......... and it still shown the same temperature...........and then he became abit panicky........... asking me why in the hell my temperature was so high............. But I wasnt feeling feverish or anything........ Just then, my mum took another themometer and tested on me again............. This time, my temperature was 36.5 degrees....... hmm............. strange.......... anyway my dad wants me to take another time the next morning............Just to be sure............. *sigh*.........

There was so many good programmes on TV earlier........... Wrestlemania X-9 on Channel 5........... Man U vs Tottenham Match on ESPN ............. The Patriot on AXN (yup... I got SCV at home) .......... Didnt know which one to watch.......... All showing at about the same time..........In the end, watched The Patriot first because it started at 10.00 pm (It's a good movie - has watched it before)............. and then changed over to Wrestlemania for awhile.............and then to Man U match (I'm a Man U supporter!).........and then because my dad wanted to watch the whole match.............. I shifted over to my parent's room to catch Wrestlemania becos I simply couldnt miss such a big match (luckily I got 2 TVs at home)........... and because I have always been a big wrestling fan since young......... but at the same time, I also kept track of the Man U match........... Hah!..........I felt like I'm a TV addict today....

Wooohoooo......... There's Wrestlemania X-9 tonight!!!................ Rock vs Stone Cold.............. Triple H vs Booker T................. Hulkster vs Mr. McMahon............... WOOOHOOOO!!!!

Cant get the tickets to the preview of X-Men 2........... Guess I will have to pay to catch it when it is officially released in the cinemas.........Cant wait for it to be shown!........ Favourite Mutant - Wolverine!

To free my sorrows, I slipped down 6 glasses of Lychee Martini to get myself very high over the weekend.............

I was very disillusioned and depressed at work that I teared...........No one appreciates what I am doing...........

Ozzy Band - The Androids. Just downloaded their song "Do It with Madonna"........ Was laughing at the lyrics while listening to it........ It's all about "doing" with Madonna!.........If you know what I mean........*laf*...... Anyway, check them out!

Listening to Radiohead - "High & Dry" now.............. It's still one of my all time favourites!

My hp bill for this month shot up to $100 plus....... And sad to say I'm paying for my own bill........... Thus it is going to create a BIG hole in my pocket............. Although I have reimbursement from my company's incentives, I will still need to fork out a few bucks to make the full payment........... Spent alot on overseas phone call when I was at the Malaysia's resort last month.........Fucking Hell!!.......... I need to cut down on my bills....... Have been wasting too much money lately.......... I need to SAVE!!............. Or I wouldn't be able to get my dream car!

My ears are suffering at the moment ............... All the radio stations are playing crap songs tonight.......... Arrrghhh!!!........... Think I better plug on to my mp3 or CDs......... More smoothing and nicer to my ears........*switches off radio*

Downloaded "Swing Swing" by The All-American Rejects....... Nice pop rock song........ Humbling to the song now............"Swing Swing Swing from the tangles of my heart............."

Life is so boring here...... Even though it's a long weekend, but I still couldnt think of anything interesting to make use of it........ Basically weekend like this is an excuse and chance for me to sleep as much as I want and wake up late.......... That's what I did today.......... *grin*........... Gotta plan what to do tomorrow........... *sigh*......... Shit!!........ Got class in the afternoon........... Arrrgh!!......... School starting again!........... *sigh*...........What to do after that?........... hmm........... Cant think of anything........... Just see how things go tomorrow...........

I caught the tail of something I forgot to give
It's the strangest of emotions
I couldn't tell if it's the enemy in me
Now well, I could take a thousand years
No one stands and no one hears
Something tells me I could be alright
Through all the changes I could crawl
It's not enough to save it all
Temporary happiness, I like it

Would you say I'm never gonna tell you
Don't you know I'm straight to the point again
And I'm waiting for the second sun
To show me where I'm going wrong

Could you see if anybody is looking my way
I don't know if I believe you
I hope to god it's coming back on me someday
It's always happening to someone who
Could take it all and see it through
Now I'm left with nothing that I would need
And everything will turn around
And just as I am here I've found
Standing in the wake of you, I like it

Would you say I'm never gonna tell you
Don't you know I'm straight to the point again
And I'm waiting for the second sun
To show me where I'm going wrong
Going wrong

Second Sun - Superjesus

Long weekend is coming!!..........Yaaaa..........Hoooo..................!!!

I'm super angry and pissed at work today........ Colleague asked me to arrange for some drinking session after work ........ And when I arranged everything in order and nicely, he said he could only make it at a late timing............. Fucking Hell......... Should have told me earlier.............Wasted my time and effort in organising......... And he still got the cheek to ask me to arrange for tomorrow as well......... Aarrrghhhh!!!....... Bloody pissed.......... Dun care man..... I'm not going to arrange anything..........

To make things worse, everyone seems to be taken up today........... Just when I'm needed someone to go out with me!!!........ If not for the cancellation of my class last min today, I would have been to class and be a good gal instead!!......... After so much persuasion and talking, I managed to get some frens out for dinner and also engaged in some retail therapy to vent out my anger!.... Bought:



1) A Pair of Shoes - $29.90


2) A Beige Colour Cargo Pants - $69.00


3) A Black Singlet - $39.00



I spent about a total of $138.00!!!.......... Wow!!.......... Not too bad huh!!.......... A really big damage to myself!!..........

I need a holiday to somewhere......... I'm feeling sick here...........I'm feeling trapped........... I'm being sensitive............. I'm being emotional.......... I want to enjoy............. I want to be happy...........I need someone whom I can talk to.............. I need someone whom truly can understand me............... No one will know what I want............... Even I dont know about myself............. Should I hate myself?!?.......... I dont know.......... God gives me a life........... I should thank him for it............. We all should thank him!

I'm feeling moody these few days.......... I dun know is it becos of PMS........ Or some other psychological problems............. But I'm just feeling LOUSY........... I guess no one can understand how I feel........... Arrgghhh!!!!!............. I just HATE the world.............

I'm getting sick of the songs being played in S'pore radio stations........Just realised I can listen to the radio stations down under 'live' on the internet......... Take a plug to them...

Triple J

Nova 96.9

BondiFM

HooHoo......... Superjesus is going to release their new album in May........ Their new single "Stick Together" is already out in Oz.......... Gotta get my hand on the album when its' out!........... *sigh*...... Emptying my pockets again.........

Paul OakenFold was great last night...... I have always loved his spinning session.......... Dance floor was packed with all the lancers........The air was filled with second-hand smoke.......... Everyone was in close contact becos there wasnt much space to move around......... Nobody gave a damn to SARS....... even though the infectious rate is getting higher and higher everyday.......... Paul Oakenfold was what matter at that point of time..

Yaba Daba Doo........ I finally got my Jebediah CD delivered all the way from down under by fren (thanks to him!)..... Check out the album cover!

Unique isn't it!

And I'm listening to the CD now......... *grin*

A MOTHERFUCKER ASSHOLE WITH NO BALLS!!!............. I wish he GETS SCARS AND DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!!!

"DREAMCATCHER"............. Totally CRAP B-Grade horror movie............. Luckily I watched it free............. It's DEFINATELY not worth paying........... Was confused and feeling bored thru-out the whole show............. Thought it's about spiritual world............. But then guess what?!?!?............... hmm............ I better not said............. Go watch it yourself if you wanna know......... *evil grin*

My hot pan beancurd was considered a success last Sat........... even though this is my first attempt in cooking it.......... *grin* ............ Wasted so much time, effort, sweat and heat to finish the dish........... But it's worth it becos I won the competition!....... Everyone was singing my praises..... = )

Does my fren look like Bret Anderson? grin...... I will be seeing him again soon...........

Just finished exams.......... Got a short break before the next module starts............. Was supposed to wake up at 4am to study this morning......... But as difficult and lazy as always......... I only managed to force myself to wake up at 6.30am to continue studying........... Only managed a few hours of sleep............. But surprisingly I'm not feeling tired now.......... Gonna have pot luck at fren's hse later...........A change from the normal barbecuing..... Hope my cooking isnt that bad!

It's raining cats and dogs.......... Just have a fag.......... Super bored.......... Need to study.......... Exams tomorrow............. No mood.......... Feels like going out.........But feeling guilty about it......... The rain spoilts my tentative plan........... How! How! How........... It's the weekend but I have to stay at home and sulk at my notes! FUCK!!

Yay!!..... I got Linkin Park's latest album "METEORA"!..... And at a much cheaper price than normal retail price! grin......

Check out my frens in Melbourne!....... Funny dudes!