My money is running very low this month.......... I must admit that I am a very spendthrift person ever since I started working ....... Whenever I feel stressed or sad, the only thing that can make me happy is to buy new things.......... That's why retail therapy works very well for me............. But I have to learn to save more......... Haven't been saving alot over the past months.........No more spending for me!

This is one thing that makes me a happy angel!!........ I bought Harry Potter's fifth book yesterday!!.......... And at a discounted price!!..........Yay!!!.......... I'm on cloud nine now!!............. But the fifth book is so thick that I don't think I have the time to read it so soon...... I gotta make more time to myself ........ Can't wait to start reading it...... Once you open, you can't stop it!... *grin*

I was informed I am entitled to half day leave becos I was working over the weekend......... Heh!.......... Well at least I know I will have sometime to rest after all the hard work........ But my heavy workload will not diminished any sooner as I got another promo to handle in August........ And I got about a month plus left to co-ordinate and plan everything........ This promo will be hard to handle I must say....... Very different from the usual one........ I'm getting butterflies in my stomach now......

It's been a long time folks! A long week of not blogging at all.......... Too many things happened over the past week........... Things that made me depressed, isolated, stressed, disillusioned, unmotivated etc....... Didn't get much sleep as well........ Numerous things on my mind.........

Anyway, my pc was spoilt a few days ago and all thanks to my stupid sister!..... She wanted to use the internet to pay her bills and in the end, unsure of what she did to it and my networking was not working at all when I tried to connect to the internet all that......... The best part was when I asked her what she had clicked on my pc....... She just shrugged and said she didn't do anything except for switching it on......If she didn't click on anything, do you think my pc would just fail on me!!.......... What lame excuse!!!..........Super pissed with her and I'm not gonna let her use my pc again!!!...... Didn't know she is so dumb!!!........ Asked a fren cum neighbour over to help me solve it but still couldn't work......... Finally, I formatted my whole hardware and now all my mp3 files are GONE!!......... That's the only way to solve my pc as I need to use it to do my school assignment........ Now I have to redownload everything again!

Finally got the chance to post my pics after such a long time...... My fren took the 2 pics using his nokia camera phone yesterday...... Resolution not that good and I think I looked awful.....

I dread going to work nowadays......... I just hate everything about it.............*sigh*......... Depression is hitting on me..........*sigh*......... I wish I can just leave my work and go somewhere else...........BUT only if the opportunity does fall on me........I need money to survive........... and to fulfill all my wishes............. Arrrghhh!!!......... Why does the world revolve around money?!?!?...............

What is love?............. Does true love exist in this world?..........Love is such a complicated thing.............Love is blind...........Love can be painful........... Love can make you lost..........Love can make you smile........... Love changes everything......... Love can make you do sacrifices .............When you love a person, you don't have to find an answer or explanation to know why you love him/her............. It's just in your heart........... No matter how bad/bastard/evil the person is, you still want to be with him and care for him always.............. you just want to see him/her happy..........and you will always stand by him.............I'm feeling nostalgia now........ *sigh*

Caught the MTV Movie Awards 2003 last afternoon on MTV channel 21............... It's hosted by Sean William Scotts and Justin Timberlake this year............. I must say that Sean is a funny dude............. He made me giggle with his funny gestures and actions......... I am really impressed by the creativity that MTV has used for the award this year....... The introductory of each award is accompanied by comics character of Sean and Justin as some super heros........... It's really cool........... There are performances by 50 Cents, Pink and T.A.T.U........... Am wondering whether T.A.T.U are really a lesbian duo or are they just a marketing gimmic to wow the audience......... They really dont look like a lesbian to me

Just got my new module's schedule earlier........... Got an individual assignment to do again!.......... Well I have guess so anyway........... This will take up 40% of my module while the rest is allocated for my examination........... It's gonna strain away all my strength again.......... *sigh*.......... I gotta hang on for another 3 more modules and everything will be over.

I have been told that I will be handling this artiste from Belgium in August........... Getting abit nervous about it.............. This is the first time that I'm really handling a western artiste............. I have to show him and his assistant around town as well......... I hope he is not demanding like some other artistes.........And I am really afraid I cant do a good job.......... NO!!......... I HAVE to prove myself and my worth.............. I HAVE TO MAKE IT!!!..........

*sigh*........ My frens have advised me not to resign so soon becos economy is really bad now......... It's so hard to find a job nowadays........... Even degree graduates can't get a job now........... *sigh*............. I'm having depression............ I really don't know what to do man!............ Can somebody please advise me?!?!?!?........... *sigh*

Feeling disillusioned with work........... Have come to realise the reality, competitive and cruelity of the working world........... "Only the smartest and strongest will survive"............. You always have to keep a look-out behind you........... You never know who is going to stab you with a sharp knife and make you fall and scramble.......... How depressing the world is turning into.......... *sigh*

FINALLY finished my exams last Sat........ Have been so busy last week........ Trying to juggle work with study......... I spent the whole of last Friday to finish up my assignment and also at the same time, study for exams........ Didnt really manage to study much in the end......... Initially have set a target for myself to finish everything before 12 midnight so that I have the whole night to study.......... In the end, only managed to finish it at 7 am in the morning.......... After that, I just scanned thru my notes and text.......No time to really read thru all the details........ Don't ask me how I can do that........... It is really stressful........ I didnt understand why I took so bloody long to finish my whole assignment........
Well, I nearly fell asleep during my exams....... Guess fatigue is slowly taking over my mind as I didnt sleep a wink at all....... Am I make of metal or steel?!?!?........ I really dont know........ But I'm glad I finally hang on to the last min......... My new module is coming soon again......*sigh*.......... Can't wait for all these to end!

After the exams ended, went JB with frens to relieve myself (Can't believe I still have the energy to go!)......... Dropped over at Holiday Inn and City Square........ Both malls are jam-packed with muggards........... There were problem in finding parking lots in the carpark............ Saw alot of Singapore cars......... Guess Singaporeans are going there for their shopping as usual....... Had a sumptious dinner there....... Went to this famous restaurant called "Bamboo Restuarant" to have Herbal Chicken (That's their specialty. They have the best herbal chicken that I have ever eaten!), stir-fried Frog's legs, Hotplate Oyster with Eggs, Hotplate Otak with Egg etc..... All 4 of us finished everything up...... We were bloody hungry man......... At least, I pampered myself after working so hard for the previous night!..... Really enjoyed the meal!

Just finished my presentation yesterday....... Left only a few days to study for exams........ Still need to touch up on my assignment before the date-due.........*sigh*..........Not enuf time!