I'm craving for love being showered over me............. But then again, I think I must be strong ............. Be independent enough to stand on my own without anything.............. I can't stand the sight of him anymore.............. It's just making me miserable and depressed............... I need to find a way out.............. To get out of there and start anew.............

There are so many different kinds of men in this world............. Some are basically just a women-player who likes to go KTV, gambling, alcohol, massage, club-hoppers to check out chicks, one-night stands etc...... This kind really irks me.......... Another is a Mr Nice-guy kind who already is going to be extinct in this world - they are patient, soft-hearted, understanding, tolerant and kind towards women, the ideal man that a gal needs......... Too bad, I haven't experienced such a guy yet.......... Another kind is simply just want to enjoy life, fuck-care attitude, isn't interested in gals at all........... ....Have seen a few of this but then again, they are either gays or bisexuals..... *sigh*.............. I think all the good guys in this world are either dead or taken up.